Ok, so I should be working on my critique for English 102 but instead I am here waiting for Danny to get home and watching Cheers. Sometimes it is very hard to stay focused. When I am in school I am sitting there thinking about Danny, marrying Danny or how I am in desperate need for a job. How could I possibly be focusing on the proper way to cite a book or economics?
Danny is wonderful at helping me retain focus on my school work. I got a 4.0 last quarter thanks to his help. Not having him around as much is making me go crazy. He got a second job, well, they now want him to be full time but he is afraid about job security so he is still working both. So far it has been 45+ hours a week. I cant complain because I am so thankful he is getting hours. However, I cant help but feel a bit depressed lately. My average hours a week has been like 14. I am in no way pulling my weight and I feel awful about it. Not to mention I get lonely when I am without him for so long. I apply to no less than 3 jobs a day! The job Danny got was one I found and we both applied for, I do think it is a better job for him. I just want one so bad. Perhaps that is my problem is that I want it to much. Danny keeps reassuring me that the right job will come along at the right time. I have a few bites in now that I am hoping will take me somewhere but I cant get the hiring manager to give me a call back.
I have so much to be excited about but I just cant get there because of my stress. I am trying to hang in there.
So, not sure if you would be interested... but a friend of mine recently got promoted to the hiring manager at the winery she works at and she is looking for servers. Give me a call if that sounds like something you'd be interested and I'll give you the details. ☺
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